archive for May, 2001

skinny-tie

skinny-tie says we forgot the 80’s too quickly. like when the static mattered more than the content and the streaks in your hair were louder than your guitars, or more lately your synthesizers. skinny-tie says that he wants to look like simon le bon you know 81′ 82′ kinda time, maybe later.

it’s the sound, it’s around
it’s skinny-tie sensurround

skinny-tie says that his mum is worried about the eye liner in his pocket. says it’s not natural and that his dad would be turning in his grave if he knew. he comes across some sort of half-baked, half-hearted point about sexuality, knowing full well that he’d never deviate no matter how much he convinces himself otherwise.

skinny-tie reckons it impresses the girls how he’s free thinking and stuff. not like these lads that are so common you know. only he doesn’t realize how much we see through him. skinny-tie is just someone you know and not someone you’d call a friend. you wouldn’t notice if you hadn’t seen him for weeks, but you know you’ll see him again.

it’s the sound, it’s around
it’s skinny-tie sensurround

skinny-tie always asks where the cool party is, but never goes because he chickens out of wearing that gold silky suit that he saw spandau ballet wear on top of the pops and sounds of the 80’s. skinny-tie doesn’t realize that no matter how defensive he gets about it, the 80’s probably sucked if you weren’t a kid.

it’s the sound, it’s around
it’s skinny-tie sensurround

—bis

spongefuel

why are people always looking to be so edgy?

unpronounceable names for your website. flourescent hair. a few shocking piercings, or a too-carefully placed tattoo. motion blurs. 6-point type.

how does this “edginess” differ from “pretentiousness”?

or, alternately — what’s the point? edginess, even for the truly edgy, is always directed outward. “i’m making a statement” or “this is my voice” or “it’s my creative outlet”.

is satisfaction gained when nobody sees your work? it’s the whole “tree falling in a forest” argument…

or, maybe, in this day and age, an edgy design, or a unique tattoo, or a funky zine is the only way to ensure that you get your 15 minutes of fame.

once, when i was 8 years old, time froze, but just for me. i ran around to all of the toy stores and carefully tiptoed around all of the frozen shoppers. i played with every toy i ever wanted to play with.

and then i got bored.

and then i went home.

how’s þthatþ for edgy?

raindrops on roses

and whiskers on kittens…

good things come in threes:

synthpop bands: depeche mode, pet shop boys, erasure

cocktails: absolut currant & tonic, frozen cosmo, amaretto & coke

colors: stained glass blue, vibrant pollen yellow, faded t-shirt blue

beatles song: eleanor rigby

places to hold hands: staring across the ocean at a sunset or sunrise (cliché!), strolling down the street chatting & window shopping (with nobody raising an eyebrow), in a movie theater while slurping down sodas and eating junior mints

soda: mr. pibb, diet dr. pepper, lilt

clothing labels: freshjive, ben sherman, skim.com

curries: madras, vindaloo, green

depeche mode band members: martin gore, vince clarke, dave gahan

beers: harp, gordon biersch maertzen, heineken

nicknames: kid, buddy, bogsy (but not bogs)

smints: peach, wintergreen, lemon

times of day: 11:32pm (just after getting into a club), 9:17am (morning commute with good music and smiling commuters), 8:12pm (after arriving late to meet friends for dinner)

diners: the purple steer in whiting, any ruby’s diner along the coast, orphan andy’s in the castro

jamba juice: pacific passion (long discontinued, and thusly why i’m no longer a customer)

coffee drinks: mocha with amaretto, mocha with raspberry, or a starbucks mocha velencia

airline: virgin atlantic

hair colors: dark blue, light blonde, or turquoise (see fave colors)

toys: my mdlp minidisc recorder & player, my jornada pocketpc w/ keyboard, my ericsson t28 mobile phone

addicitons: hacking till the wee hours, organizing things (cds, files, email, photos), dancing till the breaka-breaka-dawn

things i forget to do: eat (lunch especially), sleep, return phone messages

destination

as i’ve said before, i’ve never understood the “destination” mentality—that is, the mentality of:

þ working hard until your 65 so that you can retire comfortably
â sitting on the plane/at the airport in silence, so that you can go to europe and “meet people” and “have fun”
þ focus so much on the weekend that your week is as lame as your grandmother’s
â go out with friends for the sole purpose of hooking up, not having any fun until you acquire your catch (and feeling miserable when you go home empty handed)

like i said at my high school graduation — it’s all about þcarpé diemâ, baby! although it sounds trite, although it sounds so very trite — live each day to its fullest… and, of course, build to tomorrow, and tomorrow’s tomorrow, but still — enjoy each day as if it’s your last.

that i shall do.

especially now that i have a hardened destination — london towne. my time in san francisco is limited, and must wring every last drop of life out of this city before i leave.

don’t make me come back here!

somewhere

there’s a place for us,
somewhere a place for us.
peace and quiet and open air
wait for us somewhere.
there’s a time for us,
some day a time for us,
time together with time to spare,
time to look, time to care,
someday!
somewhere.
we’ll find a new way of living,
we’ll find a way of forgiving
somewhere.

there’s a place for us,
a time and place for us.
hold my hand and we’re half way there.
hold my hand and i’ll take you there
somehow,
someday,
somewhere!

—west side story/pet shop boys




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